i just want to write down my feelings... if you feel that i'm to noisy or hiperbolic and you don't like it just don't read it okay?
well, i really feel uneasy...
yesterday and today my class made a friendly night(malam keakraban) i'm sorry don't really know the english
i think everthing gonna be alright...
well, it seems be alright by them(my classmates)
i am one o the section head...(panitia penyelenggara)
i'm in pray section... well something like that...
(i mean pray renungan.. sorry once again don't know what the english)
okay, all my section friends said "Can your mom lend us some help for the pray.." well my mom really is a religious one.
i said "okay" but when the night for pray section come... everything does go smooth... and then we tell all of our friends the memory of this years.
we are here to made them cry and say sorry and there's no more fight etc.
and yes they crying... and my section friend said "Let your mom handle the next." okay, i call my mom to handle the situation.
my mom give very good advises (well, something like that)
and i think that all of the class would cry. because taht advice are really the situation. i don't know, maybe my ways of thinking was great higher than the others that i think my mom's advice are really useful for our life.
but my section friends became numb and said to me to rush my mom's advice. "The others didn't cry anymore, we don't want this. can you please stop your mom."
well in my inner heart i said, "You idiot they ARE crying! please appreciate others. appreciate my mom!"
i said hold on. they are still crying so it doesn't matter.
but its really matters for them so they keep rushing me.
i'm mad. really mad.
i've said to my mom. and it's over. then my friend silent.
i told them (or i can said that i shout at them at a low sound)
keep going?!
where are your speech??!
they said, we want them to apologize and apologizing.
misstress! they can do that if their eyes are OPEN!!!
but they keep said no, don't make them opened their eyes!!!
but they still chit and chat like that.
i fell really UNEASY... and MAD...
but all of it become more smoothly yesterday...
i don't want to know anymore
and today... maybe this is my fault that i have a false information...
but when the car has come to take us home (actually it is :devfaithchain1410: car)
all of my classmate take a really boring and annoying photo shoot and stuff..
okay i think this is just me that really mad at this moment.
this time i rush my friend that came with :devfaithchain1410:'s car.
i don't care anymore they were mad or they were really pisses off but i've really pisses off...

well that's just my lame...

sorry for pouring all my feelings here...but now i'm still feel kinda stress...

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about the 10 free skecth (again)......

Here are the rules:
The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, for free.
However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal.
If you've already done 10 Free Sketches, recently, simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.
Make sure you have your 10 free sketches offer up in your journal before asking one
Please provide references if you'd like me to draw your OC ^^ and if I happen to not know of some anime/manga characters from your request, please bear with me to explain it

by the sketch i mean it will be raw and non colored work...


now here's the NO-NO list:

explicit YURI n YAOI,
nudity (eto..for now, it's just...ewww....),
furry animals (i'm bad at drawing animals),
scenery n buildings (hell... who even ask...?),

YES-YES list:
as usual!!! ^w^ D.gray-man of course!!!!! and ++ KHR!!!!

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Number taken List~:
1. ~Ciara-nekochan - Sadae(OC) and Sasuke = DONE
2. *Orochi-hebi - Lavi = DONE
- OC - DONE
3. ~perapera - Linali Lee = DONE
4. ~Ikari-Ai - whatever character from DGM - Done
5. ~hiroko-kasato - Hitsugaya Toshiro & Kirei(OC) - DONE
6. ~NaRUtO-FuUtOn - HibarixTsuna - DONE
7. ~AikunFelcis : -Lavi with his hammer - on progress
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